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OMG OMG. I LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYONE!Dazzling. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqSulR9Fymg&feature=related the thingy sucks. go and LISTEN. IT'S A MUST ! Wilhelm Kempff rocks! WHOOTS! HOOTS! Deng. I love dead people. Like Chopin and Beethoven. :D Great people. I wanna be like them. :DD i hope so. PRO PRO PROOO! whoa i sound so baby like ? -_- a noob/sapo etc.. yes. like some stupid guy say one. you know who you are. -.- salaos. Chatting with the Michy. LOL. Talked about how we met. DARN FUNNY LAH. xD [edited] I kinda forget the toilet part. So im sorry eh, love. Hahah! You wanna know the toilet part, you've got to see Michy's blog. (: It was during the performance in Confucius High. Some day some where. i dont know when. but i remembered that i was having a exam? HAH! I SKIPPED EXAM. thats bad. :/ but i've got to know you! It was a normal hot day in Malaysia AS USUAL. Why don't it SNOW?! ): I'm in my lala land again. :O oh well. i think it was the fan and music that brought us together. Wonderful isn't it. (sounds so gay) surely i brought a fan to that school. I don't like getting all wet and sticky. It's so uncomfortable. And everyone started borrowing my fan. I've got a compliment for bring a fan! LOL. How nice. It think it was the concert master who said that i was clever and stuffs. lol. well.. i remembered the part where we bath in the 8th floor GIRLS toilet. I cleaned the whole toilet floor before bathing. The floor's really dirty. -.- so both of us TAKE TURNS to bath in the friggin small cubicle without any soap. Luckily i brought my towel. I didnt know why i bring a towel. LOL. But, i did use it! And i even share it with a girl i didnt know. :O (gross) After bathing, we did some stupid stuns and take pictures of each other. Damn funny i tell you. Thats the toilet part. The best part was we chatted while standing beside window. Wind blew our faces and we saw people doing stupid stuffs. And we even watched zhun kong and chong hwa's 24 seasonal drum rehearsal! DARN YENG MAN! with all the stuns and playing. Then the brother called and we had out dinner together. took pictures of the-not-so-cute-already cello boy. We dont look like each other, we dont have the same taste, we dont stay in the same place, we dont get to hang out together everyday, etc.. BUT we have the same passion for music and we ice cream gila. Yeah, we do. She'll be a great soloist! :P (mich, you better be!) one day make changes. Music does bring people together! ;D you dont have to tell everyone that i'm that GOOD lah. xD Ciaoz. MELOVEYOUTOOMICH. MICHYI ROCKS. ;DD whoots. Another girl's birthday. Mae Yee. :D Got to know her during Applics. LOL. We were talking about uhh-i-forget-what-night. then we started hanging out since then. its kinda late. i know. im sorry. cant online lah. suckish. ): She's umm.. taller than me. ( EVERYONE IS TALLER THAN ME -_- ) Pretty, of course. Funny. Whacky. :O According to Chin Nin. PERASAN. D; Happy Belated Birthday girl! :D best wishes. Do well! :D im so emo. lol. nights DING DING DING. DONG DONG DONG. CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG. AAHH.. WEEE. WUUU. FRIGGIN IRRITATING LAH. Already darn moody. Still wanna make so much noise. Wtf. Yesterday's news. 3G kind sucks. but what to do. i use it to online. streamxy SUCK EVEN MORE. Heaven knows why people still use them. I'm one of them. But.. BUT BUT BUT. I'm gonna screw the guy if i get to talk to them. -.- suckish people. uhh. something random and funny. (: from xindi to mua. lols. d Nessie. says: dont cha Ciindy* I KIDS says: lol i wanan talk to u d Nessie. says: O_O LOL. YUPPS ? (: Ciindy* I KIDS says: i wan to talk to u then u log out then u log out then u log in then u log in d Nessie. says: ZZ IS THE 3G SUCK Ciindy* I KIDS says: then i wan to talk to u d Nessie. says: i keep Ciindy* I KIDS says: u log out d Nessie. says: reconnectong -.- Ciindy* I KIDS says: then u log in d Nessie. says: deng dao si Ciindy* I KIDS says: then i wan to talk to u you log out then u log in d Nessie. says: LOL okay Ciindy* I KIDS says: then i wan to talk to u d Nessie. says: can talk liao Ciindy* I KIDS says: u log out then u log in d Nessie. says: ~_~ Ciindy* I KIDS says: LOL so many times d Nessie. says: YEAH -__- seriously lah. haih.
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Yes. It shows.. SHITTY. Damn frustrated lah. I feel like scolding somebody! Everything sucks today. Tomorrow's even worst. OPEN BOOK TEST -> MATHS. Dude, my maths sucks-to-the-no-more-than-max already. And its gonna be in mua internal exam. Thank god, only ONE MARK gonna be in the Internal Exam. *SIGHS* I've just found out that i'm pretty patient. Someone said that I'm stupid. -.- I wonder how i tahan you for that couple of years. I think only I can tahan you. I feel so stupid. Now i know why so many people scold me. Maybe it's just me. Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels. why does it always rain on me
Debate's next friday ! WHOOTS! more time to prepare. (: feel somewhat crazy over something. (:
ignore that post. its just for reference. im done. not really done. with my the debate crap. -.- I STILL LOVE LAST MINUTE WORK OKAY! :P anyways. i'm so over it. like she said. i guess i'll survive. :) crap
Peer pressure does control you.I’m going to talk about one’s maturity level. Maturity can lead to peer pressure. Maturity means carefully considering what we think about. I agree that immaturity leads to peer pressure because of a few reasons. Peer pressure comes down to immaturity. Teens hate being told they are immature but the fact of the matter is singling people out for bring different. Especially if that different does not mean you are dangerous, or weird, or undeserving of respect. Unfortunately, because all teens are struggling with identity issues any difference that stands out is usually shunned, there is no good reason why this happens and there is really no good way to stop it from happening. Education about differences, what makes people different, and how these differences really affect how a person behaves is a good start but it won’t fix the root of the problem which is a basic and instinctive fear of things that seem radically different from the norm. There is no excuse for this. The best thing to do is ignore harmless differences whenever possible. There is nothing wrong with being “an original”. But if you purposely make yourself stand out from the crowd by dressing or acting a certain way it is naïve to think nobody will notice. Be prepared for the ignorance of others and be comfortable enough with who you are to t care what they may say. Different or not you deserve respect, you deserve to be treated with dignity and you deserve to be happy. If being different makes you happy – more power to you! If you give into pressure from time to time it means you are human. Even adults have been known to fall victim to the force of peer pressure. It is the type of peer pressure you succumb to, not the fact that you give in that matters. If you repeatedly find yourself doing things because of peer pressure that you later regret, if you are harming yourself or others, or if you feel bad about yourself for giving in, you should talk to somebody. Otherwise, know that even the strongest willed person can give in to peer pressure. The need to feel accepted is strong during the teen years. Self identity is not yet formed, it is just starting to be discovered, and this can lead to a steady state of uncertainty. Teens want to belong and it is hard to belong if you are always going against the grain. This is why teens are more likely than other groups to succumb to group pressures of conformity. Most often this pressure is not very harmful; teens in the same group will dress the same, talk the same, be interested in the same activities, listen to the same music, and spend time with the same people. But in extreme cases the need to be accepted can lead people to do things that they would not normally do on their own. If a group norm includes drug use and a teen that is not accepted by other groups is accepted in the drug using group they may feel a great deal of pressure to start using themselves. Why? Because the teen who has felt marginalized by other groups has finally found a place where he/she is accepted and they do not want to lose the sense of security that acceptance in a group entails. Friends are a big part of the emerging self identity and the thought of losing them during the early stages of identity development is very hard to face. The irony is that peer pressure to do drugs, or drink alcohol or have sex are often more perception than reality. Teens who fall into groups that engage in these behaviors often feel pressured to conform when the group itself is not really exerting any such pressure. The teens need to fit in causes the pressure, not the actions of the peer group. As one recovering teen drug addict once said, "I never cared if my friends got high or not. If they stayed straight it just left more for me!" The idea that a group with anti-social norms leads good kids astray may not be entirely true; the individuals’ insecurities may be the real culprit. Peer pressure is much more likely to lead a teen to walk, talk and act a certain way than it is to lead them to do bad, harmful or self destructive things. Other than that, teenagers are easily influenced by accepted trends that their peers choose to follow. They don’t have their opinion on certain things. That is why we, teenagers, are easily influenced by accepted trends, especially when we are still young and learning. It is also because young teenagers are weak and easily influenced as long as people say something that is wrong or right. Only a handful of teens have their own perception on things. This shows the maturity of one’s level and the mentality of teen. The more experience a teen have, the higher the maturity level they have. Some teenagers have a higher maturity level compared to some other adults. Again this shows the mentality of one’s age no matter how old the person is. These accepted trends might not be what they like. They might not feel comfortable with it. But because of other people’s liking and trends, they become our own identity. We do not have enough maturity to think for ourselves that we have to have our own perception on things, especially in life. We tend to follow peers subconsciously to go with the flow. Again, this shows that we don’t have high level of maturity. This can also be seen during election. We can only vote when we’re 21. It is because we are still not mature enough to think for the country’s future. We have to vote for the right prime minister to lead our country. The wrong vote will cause havoc and catastrophic to our country and lead our country into turmoil. i.am.doing.my.work.
There's this thing that pisses me off. I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS THAT CURSE. He's my brother some more. I felt like slapping him in the face. -.-!@#$% * five seconds later * ~!@#$#@! * another five seconds * TUUT TUUT TUUUUUUUUT and i'll - *coughs cough coughS* End of story. Wow. It's been a long long time since i did my assignments. ;D I love doing them last minute. LOL. It's my signature ? Oh well. Today's pretty great. Had lunch with the grannies. ( I dont have loads of grannies just that my grandaunt and grand... came down from Singapore. ) :DD I love my grannies A LOT. Okay lahh. Enough of grannies. Later you guys will think I'm a Granny too. ): Went to Ampang to have lunch. Ate the super-delicious-yong-tou-foo. The tou foo is MINE! Did some research for English. -.- The debate's on Tuesday. I hope the other group can DRAGG DRAGGG DRAGGGG their debate. I'm SCARED. ): How can I be afraid of such small matter?! ( dude, its public speaking lah. I dont speak infront of people(S) :/ ) God bless me. :) I'll do my bestest! I've something to say. But.. i forget. ): I'm old. How sad. Goodnights papi! School. xoxo, xinyi.
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Everyone's so 'hot' this week. Ren yi ren lahh, girls! Dont get so worked up cause of small things like that. In future, you guys will see more $#@! things. That time you wont be nagging about all this small little things. DUCKY, you know who you are. ;) Talk to your parents. They'll understand. You're the only daughter thats why they're so kan chiong. :) Maybe there's something more then that? You geram till scold me. -.- I also never do anything to you! LOL! You should be grateful. :) & BELOVED SISTER. I know they suck lah. They dont know how suckish they are thats why they're showing off their skills. Just be yourself. ;D THEN YOU'LL BE BETTER THEN HIM ! :p you know who am i talking about right! Wormy'x ex ? :D Just do your bestest! :D Kick their asses if you have the chance. OH-MY-GAWD. TODAY'S THE LAUGHING QUEEN'S BIRTHDAY. AND FRIGGING NOBODY TOLD ME. You people treat a sick lady like that lah! *sobsobsobs* Anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE. <3 ;) How sad. i dont have a nice picture with you. I'm gonna get it ASAP. :P LOVE YOU MAN ! Dont laugh so much. You'll make me laugh like mad too. :/ We're the laughing freaks right. Mrs Priya will kick our butts if we laugh too much in her class. -.- NICKK!! I WANT LAKSA! dont miss msia. Schools gonna be great lahh brother! See more leng lui lah. :P Fair is foul, and foul is fair; hover through the fog and filthy air. -W.Shakespear Ciaoz. Guys and there you-know mouth. Mm.. Mmm.. Yes i know. I KNOW LAH! -_-
wow.. its Valentine. :O Anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN ZHE! mammamia
For goodness sake. I SUCK AT MATHS TO THE MAX. The test is on thursday. ): Maxine's gonna help mehh! ;D I LOVE YOU MAXX! Why do other college-ers look so busy while i just sit and laze around?! My tian.. I just study study and study. -_- life's like that ? I'm having HOMESICK! OHMYGAWD. I've no idea why! :OO After i step out my house.. I FEEL LIKE GOING BACK! WHY? WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? Somebody HELP ME! Ahhh.. My stomach hurts the WHOLE WEEK. *stupid stomach* Maybe because im going crazy or there's something wrong with my brain or I'm just being a coward or I dont wanna face some things. I had a great day today! ;D Went to watch The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. Zhen Zhe, Shao Wei, Mae Yee, Chin Nin, Zhi.. Yuen and me.. I always forget her name -_-. THE SHOW WAS WAS FRICKKING AWESOME. So touching that 6 of us shed some tears! :P Okay.. Someone cried alot. X) Not gonna say who.. After the movie we went to the nearest stop. A&W. Went there grab four glass of RootBeer. Sang her D Song and chatted as usual. Zhen Zhe had a SURRPRISEE! ;D I didn't know Shao Wei and gang was giving her a small surprise party. -_- But i kinda figure it out when we're in Secret Recipe. :DD BAHAHA. I'M SOO CLEVER! *perasann* Yeahh.. Trisha didnt manage to join us. ); She went to Singapore. Her sister won some Asian Scholarship to Singapore. And she's in her form 2 i guess. But if she goes to Singapore and study, SHE'LL BE DOING SEC 4! Her sister's SO DARN SMART! NOT FAIR!! ): I wanna have half of her brain. :DD Ohh yeahh.. You do too! Okay.. I'm not gonna crap much. Just wishing you a Happy Birthday. Zhen Zhe! <3> The Birthday Girl. ( Its really early D; )  Obviously I'm not in this pic.  What you thinking? The cake lah! 
I Just wish that you were there. I feel so small, so weak, so... Just talk to me would you?! ilovebasking
RM 1600?! -_- such a waste.. I guess that's how life is. :) I have something on my mind.. Saw my cousin during dinner. We chat for some time. The worst thing is.. SHE STILL THINK I'M IN FORM5! Nikki.. My oh my... YOU SUCK! ): But its okay. :D I STILL LOVE YOUU! :DOh yea.. Results are you-know-what. I still dont feel that well.. ): HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!! I LOVE YOU. YOU ROCK! ;P We have to do it! It'll be great. ;D Tickets!
Tickets anyone?
4th March! Jason Mraz. ;D P.S: Had a really good day! Im loving Mondays? :OO House Of The ......
Stayed at home the whole day. Didn't eat breakfast/lunch. :/ Went to Aunt Amy house for dinner. Reach around 7.30pm. Saw everyone and you know lahh... the usual thingy you say. -.- and RED PACKETS! :D Saw loads of people. Uncle this and that. Aunt this and that. Ate a little and went upstairs. Adults crapping thier craps. Kids crap our crap. Blablabla...This two guys (iforgetthiernames :/ really bad with names) were playing House of The Dead on Wii. -.- & Joshua and Samuel OWN THEM!! :OO Two small kids OWN two teenagers. So pathetic. Hahah. ( just kidding) ;) Then they played some Mario and Sonic olympics thingy. -.- Really weird and darn funny. Laugh our asses out! Then joined Michelle, Geraldine, Jean Nee, Nick and the others to play Heart Attack. Darn zhun! Screamed and whack like mad. Hahah. Then gambled. Texas hold'em Poker! whoots! Okay.. i didn't gamble. Just watch them play and PLAYED THE PIANO WITH JEAN NEE~ <33> Went back around 12.30+ :D Best day during CNY. HAHAH. :DD ohh pictures.. I'll get them asap. ;D |
